the blog...IT'S ALIIIIIIIIIIIVE!

Lovely just lovely, I'd like to thank my family for inspiring me to get started on my blog again!
I started it forever ago and never did much with it. I've been reading my Dad's and Brothers blogs and finding that there is value there.

***It's as if I felt something awaken in me as I remembered a time where I was focused on making the world a better place***.

Where I was about making a difference. While I still feel like I'm about that it feels like that has sunk to a deeper level.
I find that with the stresses of my life and working all the time, paying down my debt and dealing with and learning all the new things that come with being in a family... my family. I note that it's really quite different being the Dad instead of the older brother. I love it but it's definitly more involved... hmmmm no I wouldn't say more involved just different.

< Odd I notice that as I place my thoughts upon the page I get the same kind of feeling that I get when I write in my books. My mind begins to drift into many of the thoughts that I have going through my head

*** It feels like they all get stuck sometimes and if I don't take the time to write them and to look at them remember them and create with them it's as if they begin to knock at the door of my life. ***

That life becomes more and more difficult when I avoid or ignore them, yet when I get in tune then I have always been rewarded. It's often made me feel crazy why I would avoid doing something that creates value in my life yet I'm seeing that throughout my life that has been something that I have struggled with. Ah well one lives one learns!>

I'm noticing that yesterday I was playing with some ideas of creating order within my blog and it seems that my thought mysteriously disappeared. Only the bold summary remained, hmmmm does blogger employ a host of hidden editors, "Bob? I think this article is too lengthy, what say we cut it down a bit?" Probably more within reason I simply am learning how the system works and inadvertently deleted it.

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Any how.

I notice that as I write ideas start coming out of nowhere and I like to take some time out to write them down. I notice though that they tend to be in the

middle

of a current thought. In my hard writings (on paper), I make or { } or [ ], (what they look like doesn't matter to be so long as they are distiguishable) around the sub thoughts to distinguish them. I'm looking at how I can do that with my blog. I'm seeing that I have the wide world of color. Hmmm I can keep different topics in different colors, that way it's easy for my readers to follow all of the lines of thoughts that I'm working on.

Hmmmm more about this another time :)

If you the readers have any thoughs about a particular thought just address it in the same color that it's written in.

Any how the evening grows late.

I'm excited to explore this avenue